Positive Thoughts











I had been worried that I was going to completely wig out this week when I finished taking the Clomid.  I was slightly more cranky than usual for a day or two.  Chris easily set me off.  It sucked.  All in all though I would say the Clomid did not give me bad side effects though, thank goodness.

I went in today on CD12 (woops just realized I told the tech it was CD11) the dildo-cam revealed I had a 12.5 mm follicle on my left a 12 mm on my right and some other smaller ones as well on both sides.  This sort of blows, because I was expecting my ovaries to be completely studded with eggs.  Can you say high hopes? 

They already called me back and told me that I was to come back on Thursday morning at 7:30 AM!!!  OMG.  That’s insanely early.  So we will see how it goes then, I am hoping to grow some eggies in the next few days. 



I am feeling really optimistic right now that perhaps I might not get any side effects from the Clomid.  I only have one more dose to take tomorrow night (Wed)  I am hoping Thursday, Friday and Saturday won’t be hell.  I have book club on Saturday so I want to be feeling good, no headache.

I am so looking forward to my scan on Monday!  I am really hoping I make 3 0r 4 eggs.  More than that I hope they are all on my good side, meaning my side with the fallopian tube that is definitely open.  If I get 0 or 1 on that side I will be so sad.  Actually this second is the first I have thought of this possibility.  What if I get no eggs on my good side?  Then What?  I wish they could have told me without a doubt if the tube was blocked or not.  It didn’t fill during my HSG, doesn’t that mean it’s blocked?  Why did they tell me it didn’t necessarily mean that?  Makes no sense to me.  I will try not to stress out over this while I wait for my scan.  I told myself I would do everything in my power to be as stress free as possible about all of this.

It’s late and I am off to bed, good thoughts!



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